jose anok, former prisoner of war, hong kong

old photo ©papa osmubal

old photo ©papa osmubal

jose anok, former prisoner of war, hong kong

peter bakowski

Two Japanese soldiers tied me to the lamppost with rope.
Their commanding officer had a small mole on his right cheek.
He showed me the knife.
When he began I fainted.

Thirst. Dizziness. Buzzing flies.
My hand moved up to my right ear.
A hole. Congealed blood. I fainted again.

In the prison camp I begged a fellow prisoner to slash my throat.
“Not for a double ration of rice,” he said.
His name was Wang,
He and I became master rat-catchers,
cooked them on the blade of a shovel,
sucked each bone clean.

When the Japanese surrendered,
Wang returned to the mainland,
I remained in Hong Kong,
laboured unloading cargo
down on the waterfront.

Bought a gun off a seaman.
Many times I’ve stood in front of the hotel mirror,
the muzzle of the gun in my mouth.

Opium allows me
to briefly float free of my ribs.

I’ve written to my father,
told him I’ve met a kind woman,
been promoted to foreman.
The crafting of these lies
finds me opening the hotel drawer,
lifting out the gun again.

Last week,
I threw a brick through the window
of another Japanese restaurant.

I wait for the knock on the door.
I imagine the one handcuffing me,
a rookie,
the war, pages in a history book
he studied at high school.

In the cell,
I’ll look at
the walls,
the initials and dates
scratched there.

from Beneath Our Armour


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